parabellum

Review: Parabellum by Greg Hickey

by Stefani

Parabellum by Greg Hickey

Published: October 20, 2020 by Greg Hickey

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Synopsis:

A shooting at a Chicago beach leaves several dead and dozens injured. In the year before the attack, four individuals emerge as possible suspects.

An apathetic computer programmer.
An ex-college athlete with a history of head injuries.
An Army veteran turned Chicago cop.
A despondent high school student.

One of them is the shooter. Discover who and why.

Rating:

Review: ***Disclaimer: I received a free copy of this book in exchange for an honest review. Thank you Greg Hickey! My apologies that it took me so long.***

When I started reading this book, I looked up the title to see what it meant. Parabellum. I found a few interesting things. One definition of the word is a semiautomatic pistol, which in the context of the subject of the book seemed apt. But even more apt but that I found the term “Para bellum”. It’s a Latin phrase that means “prepare for war”, it is often included in a longer quote of “If you want peace, prepare for war.” This is also surprisingly topical for this book.

At the beginning of the book, I thought I had a pretty good idea who the shooter was. I initially suspected the programmer. He seemed the most likely suspect. Apathetic in general but with a hint of sociopathy. He seemed to view other humans as an experiment, something interesting to watch but ultimately non-consequential. Along the way, as we learn more about each of these characters, it honestly could have been any of them. The high school student who is hypercritical of himself, never feels good enough, and is largely ostracized by his peers. The former athlete who’s repeated head traumas have caused her to be experiencing a lack of control over her anger and fueling resentment at the world. And the veteran turned cop who is struggling with PTSD and having a difficult time finding meaning in his life now that the war is over. By the middle of the book, even though I thought the programmer was still the most likely, all of them were viable.

I really enjoyed learning about these characters, interspersed with passages that seemed to be from the killer’s manifesto. I found great sympathy for all of them. All of them had justifiable anger at the world and their community. My only complaint about this book was that the ending chapters were a bit confusing. I had to go back a few times a read over one of the pages because I wasn’t quite sure what was going on. And, when the killer is revealed, I didn’t think it was the best choice. It seemed to me that this person was the person that the author intended to be the shooter before writing the book. But as the story went on and the characters evolved, I didn’t feel like they were the best choice any longer. So, the ending fell a bit flat as a result. Overall, I enjoy the way the author writes and I love his ideas.

Progress Updates – May 10, 2024

by Stefani

Parabellum by Greg Hickey

Pages: 197 out of 354

Check this book out at: Goodreads

Thoughts so far:

I am about halfway through this book now and I am entranced by it. Greg Hickey uses words quite intentionally. All the words he writes have meaning and importance, there isn’t a millimeter of page that is wasted. I admire an author that can do that. Being quite verbose, I appreciate someone who can be so tightly succinct but also so beautiful. We are delving ever deeper into the psyche of these characters and I care about them in different ways. We are exploring the ex-athlete’s attempts at a relationship even though she fears good things happening to her because she might forget them due to her head injuries, but she also fears that she might end up doing bad things too. The veteran who is struggling with feeling purposeless, he finds no meaning in life since he left the war. The student who is deeply depressed but wants to be memorable to the world, he just isn’t sure how. The programmer who is thoroughly disgusted with humanity and wants no part of it, but finds observing it much like observing an ant farm. So far we have traveled with these characters through their personal struggles, as they each made their first socially unacceptable display of anger and/or violence. Any one of them could be the shooter, but personally I have my bets on one in particular.

Camp Zero by Michelle Min Sterling

Published: March 30, 2023 by Atria Books

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Synopsis: In the far north of Canada sits Camp Zero, an American building project hiding many secrets.

Desperate to help her climate-displaced Korean immigrant mother, Rose agrees to travel to Camp Zero and spy on its architect in exchange for housing. She arrives at the same time as another newcomer, a college professor named Grant who is determined to flee his wealthy family’s dark legacy. Gradually, they realize that there is more to the architect than previously thought, and a disturbing mystery lurks beneath the surface of the camp. At the same time, rumors abound of an elite group of women soldiers living and working at a nearby Cold War-era climate research station. What are they doing there? And who is leading them?

Thoughts so far: This book follows the story of three people. Rose is a woman who was hired to go to the settlement as a prostitute for the men in charge of the project. But she’s also been hired as a spy to find out what the man in charge is really up to. We also follow Grant who was hired as a teacher for a school the doesn’t seem to exist, and when he arrives finds that things aren’t what they were portrayed. But since he’s running from his family’s wealth and trying to forge his own path, he stays. The last character doesn’t seem to have a name, but it’s following the settlement of White Alice. White Alice is a climate research outpost led by all women.

So far Rose is absolutely fascinating. I enjoy her narrative the most. She is thoughtful and intense. I can’t wait to get to know her more. Grant seems a bit naive but I’ll be interested to see how he develops. I’m not sure about White Alice. The information is interesting but not sure how it relates to the rest of the story thus far

I’m listening to this on audiobook and find the narrators very good. Each perspective has its own narrator but it feels cohesive.

Progress Update Friday – May 3, 2024

by Stefani

Parabellum by Greg Hickey

Progress: Page 80 of 354

Learn more about this book at Goodreads

Synopsis:

A shooting at a Chicago beach leaves several dead and dozens injured. In the year before the attack, four individuals emerge as possible suspects.

An apathetic computer programmer.
An ex-college athlete with a history of head injuries.
An Army veteran turned Chicago cop.
A despondent high school student.

One of them is the shooter. Discover who and why.

Thoughts so far:

The characters are becoming increasingly distinct through the narrative at this point. I no longer need the author to tell me which character we are following, I can tell by their voice and the circumstances who it is. Each chapter opens with a short piece on morality, or crime or the morality of crime. I am not entirely sure yet if this piece is supposed to be a part of a “manifesto” that the killer is writing, and therefore offering clues as to who it is, or if it is just a part of the narrative. We’ll see how that turns out, I am interested to see the purpose of those fascinating pieces. I still have the same suspicion on which character the shooter is, but the author is carefully laying the pieces to where it could logically be any of them. So far I am really enjoying this book.

For this week, that is all I have. It was a crazy busy week with school coming to an end, so I didn’t get a chance to start anything else and made only marginal progress on this one. Hopefully a longer update next week.