
Sociopath by Patric Gagne
Published: April 2, 2024 by Simon & Schuster
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Synopsis:
Patric Gagne realized she made others uncomfortable before she started kindergarten. Something about her caused people to react in a way she didn’t understand. She suspected it was because she didn’t feel things the way other kids did. Emotions like fear, guilt, and empathy eluded her. For the most part, she felt nothing. And she didn’t like the way that “nothing” felt.
She did her best to pretend she was like everyone else, but the constant pressure to conform to a society she knew rejected anyone like her was unbearable. So Patric stole. She lied. She was occasionally violent. She became an expert lock-picker and home-invader. All with the goal of replacing the nothingness with…something.
In college, Patric finally confirmed what she’d long suspected. She was a sociopath. But even though it was the very first personality disorder identified—well over 200 years ago—sociopathy had been neglected by mental health professionals for decades. She was told there was no treatment, no hope for a normal life. She found herself haunted by sociopaths in pop culture, madmen and evil villains who are considered monsters. Her future looked grim.
But when Patric reconnects with an old flame, she gets a glimpse of a future beyond her diagnosis. If she’s capable of love, it must mean that she isn’t a monster. With the help of her sweetheart (and some curious characters she meets along the way) she embarks on a mission to prove that the millions of Americans who share her diagnosis aren’t all monsters either.
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Review:
There have been a lot of interesting opinions and theories about this book and its author. It appears that the “university” that gave her a Ph.D merged with another university and may/or may not have been a diploma mill. And it’s not clear if they even had a Ph.D program in the thing she claims to have gotten her degree in. She has no published papers. Even her doctoral thesis isn’t available because, according to her uploading them online wasn’t mandatory at the school. Frankly, I don’t even think it’s clear she was “diagnosed” as a sociopath. First, sociopath isn’t a diagnosis in the DSM. Sociopathy is a colloquial term for antisocial personality disorder, and is considered a less malignant version of psychopathy. Her therapist had her take a test and then said it sounded like she was a sociopath. Technically I guess therapists are considered trained to make diagnoses but that seems a little simple and not remotely the experience of a lot of people who are trying to get a diagnosis for their mental health concerns.
Anyway, moving on from these points I am not going to speculate on whether the author is, or is not, a sociopath. I am certainly not trained or educated to make such a claim either way. Some of the things she describes seem to be evident of symptoms of the disorder but others are not. For someone who claims not to care about how others feel she certainly seems to care about upsetting people throughout the portion of the book I read. She falls in love, she has children that she claims to love. But if you have no feelings about other people and don’t care how they feel, then……how does that happen? I guess this is the problem with telling me on page 1 that you’re an unreliable narrator and a liar. I will never be able to tell if you’re lying to me or not.
This book was just really lame in the end. I got bored with it halfway through and put it down. There’s only so many stories I can listen to about Patric being mean to someone and then whining about being a sociopath and no one understands her. She talks so much about her “deviant” behavior but most of the “illegal” or deviant” things that she does are just lame. Like going into her neighbor’s house when they aren’t home. Sure, technically it’s breaking and entering but all she did while she was in the house was sit in the living room and look at their belongings. She says she steals things all the time but it’s never anything of value. It’s stupid stuff like a lost necklace or a hair barrette. She claims she steals people’s cars in college. Which is not even technically true. She convinces drunk frat boys to give her their keys to go get snacks. The drunk frat boys agree with the hopes that she’ll sleep with them when she returns. She drives the cars around for awhile, gets the snacks, fills the gas tank and brings it back. Wow, so deviant!
In the end this book was about a rich white girl who didn’t want to be boring. So she decided to be edgy and not care about anyone. But she still has an excuse to be rude and mean to people sometimes, she’s a sociopath so of course she was mean! I have no idea how she thinks this book is going to help all the poor misunderstood sociopaths out there, the whole book is just Patric being a mean girl. How is that helping anyone? I gave up, it was boring and a waste of my time.












