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Synopsis:

A shooting at a Chicago beach leaves several dead and dozens injured. In the year before the attack, four individuals emerge as possible suspects.

An apathetic computer programmer.
An ex-college athlete with a history of head injuries.
An Army veteran turned Chicago cop.
A despondent high school student.

One of them is the shooter. Discover who and why.

Progress: Page 49 of 354

Update: This book started off a tad confusing. The premise is that a shooting happens, that’s the opening scene of the book. Then we are introduced to several characters, and the book description tells us that one of these people is our shooter. We will discover who it is along the way. But since we haven’t named these people, just descriptions (like the student, the veteran, the ex-athlete) it was a little hard to track them at first. Now that I’m learning more of their personalities I think I have it figured it out now. They have images in my head that accompany them now, so that stumbling block should be tackled. I also have a suspect in mind, but at the same time it feels like the easy answer so I suspect it is not that person. Stay tuned, we’ll find out together.

Synopsis:

It is the most famous military installation in the world. And it doesn’t exist. Located a mere seventy-five miles outside of Las Vegas in Nevada’s desert, the base has never been acknowledged by the U.S. government-but Area 51 has captivated imaginations for decades.

Myths and hypotheses about Area 51 have long abounded, thanks to the intense secrecy enveloping it. Some claim it is home to aliens, underground tunnel systems, and nuclear facilities. Others believe that the lunar landing itself was filmed there. The prevalence of these rumors stems from the fact that no credible insider has ever divulged the truth about his time inside the base. Until now.

Annie Jacobsen had exclusive access to nineteen men who served the base proudly and secretly for decades and are now aged 75-92, and unprecedented access to fifty-five additional military and intelligence personnel, scientists, pilots, and engineers linked to the secret base, thirty-two of whom lived and worked there for extended periods. In Area 51, Jacobsen shows us what has really gone on in the Nevada desert, from testing nuclear weapons to building super-secret, supersonic jets to pursuing the War on Terror.

This is the first book based on interviews with eye witnesses to Area 51 history, which makes it the seminal work on the subject. Filled with formerly classified information that has never been accurately decoded for the public, Area 51 weaves the mysterious activities of the top-secret base into a gripping narrative, showing that facts are often more fantastic than fiction, especially when the distinction is almost impossible to make.

Progress: This is a bit of a cheat, I apologize, since I haven’t actually started this book yet. But I heard a very intriguing interview with Annie Jacobsen on the Lex Friedman podcast. She was there talking about her new book, Nuclear War. Nuclear War is about what the process looks like for a nuclear bomb to be unleashed. Who makes the call? What happens then? How long does it take? What if they’re wrong? Well, I want to read Nuclear War desperately, but I don’t have a copy of it yet. So, while I wait, I am reading another of her books. Also, if you haven’t checked out the Lex Friedman podcast, I highly recommend it. He has a ton of interesting conversations with fascinating people.

Review: Pride’s Children by Alicia Butcher Ehrhardt

Pride’s Children: Purgatory by Alicia Butcher Ehrhardt

Published: March 31, 2015 by Trilka Press

Buy this book: Amazon / Thriftbooks

Rating:

Synopsis:

WHAT YOU DO WITH AN OBSESSION COUNTS

“I, KARENNA ELIZABETH Ashe, being of sound mind, do… But that’s it, isn’t it? Being here proves I am not of sound mind…”

So begins Book 1 of the Pride’s Children trilogy: Kary immediately regrets the misplaced sense of noblesse oblige which compels her to appear, live on national television—at exorbitant personal cost.

What she cannot anticipate is an entanglement with Hollywood that may destroy her carefully-constructed solitudinarian life.

A contemporary mainstream love story, in the epic tradition of Jane Eyre, and Dorothy L. Sayers’ four-novel bond between Lord Peter Wimsey and Harriet Vane, Pride’s Children starts with a very public chance encounter, and will eventually stretch over three separate continents.

Review:

***Disclaimer: I received a free copy of this book from the author in exchange for a review. Thank you Alicia and I’m sorry it took me so long. ***

This book and I had an interesting journey. At first I struggled with the writing style. It’s a combination of literary fiction and stream of consciousness writing. I found myself putting the book down and wondering if, perhaps, it just wasn’t my style. And then I would pick it up again. And again. And again. It became my comfort book.

The characters are what make this a great book. Andrew is delightfully witty and smarmy. He’s very likeable, I instantly knew why Kary was so drawn to him. I was drawn to him! Kary was a thoughtful character. I understood her reluctance to engage with Andrew but was frustrated by it at the same time. More than once, I announced, “Kary, let the man do something nice for you! He likes you, I know you haven’t noticed!” Bianca was probably my least favorite character. I found her one dimensional. She is there to provide a stumbling block to the romance, but since no one paid attention to her, she was rather inconsequential. Perhaps she will play a more active role in the next book.

The plot was delightful. It was clear, concise, and the perfect vehicle to take our characters from one place to another. I found the level of detail about film sets and the writing process quite refreshing. It felt authentic. The only place that the plot lagged was in the middle. I got the sense that I was waiting for the “big moment” to happen. That moment eventually happened, but it took a while to get there.

Overall, this book was a fun and emotional journey. I recommend it if you’re a fan of literary fiction and character driven plots.

A Mea Culpa and a path forward

Well, it’s been a lot longer than I expected it to be. I knew that I’d be taking a small break from the site in order to have my second baby. I had a rough pregnancy and just couldn’t manage a day job, my older child, and the site. But, life happened and all of a sudden it’s 2024. Although just saying that “life happened” feels a bit too simplistic to explain everything.

Adjusting to having two kids was hard. A lot harder than I ever expected it would be. While I had that going on, I had other struggles going on in my personal life that made it a whole lot harder. Then I was betrayed. By the only person in my entire life that I have ever trusted completely. A deep betrayal. One that shook me to my core and ripped my soul from my body. So, I survived. One day at a time. One incremental decision at a time. Unfortunately, this process revealed to me a lot of “friends” and “family” that could only seem to support me if I was doing what they wanted, not what I felt was best.

Without getting into too many personal details, I had to rebuild my entire life. One tiny step at a time. While trying to make everything normal for my children so that they didn’t see that I was barely a human anymore. Before I knew it, my head was above water. Slowly. Tediously. Painfully. But above water all the same. Then suddenly I could find my feet again. Right about that time, another riptide of betrayal. I didn’t have to start completely over again, I was still above water this time.

Before I even knew it, it was 2024. I survived. I finally have my life back. I finally feel like myself again. I finally feel like I can enjoy the things that I used to enjoy. Which includes, this site.

For those who thought “wow, TLDR”, here is THE PLAN:

  1. Catch up on all the books that I was graciously given to review before my unexpected hiatus.
  2. Start bringing all of you great content again, on a regular basis.
  3. The plan starts tomorrow. With a review of a great book that I think you’ll love.

This ended up being a lot longer than I planned. And a lot more personal. Which is okay, this is my space after all.

I’m here. I’m healing. And I’m ready to be myself again.

Love,